Sunday, October 08, 2006

i actually had a post b4 this...but i dunno where it went...hmmm...o wells...anw...prelim results...ok la...8pts after moderation, 4 after minusing bonus pts...PASSED BIO BY MY OWN MERITS!!!!=)), after moderation hcl is my worst sub cus it was not moderated though highest in the LEVEL is a2...hah, highest in class is b4. hope i'll do better in Os!!!haha. but the thing is tt i really still dunno where to go. as in which jc to go to. actually i've like narrowed down to like 3 of them: ac, rj, hc. out of the 3, one of them is i go dun go oso wun exactly feel regretful. but the other 2, i feel tt if i dun go, i'll regret it in the end. but then i dun exactly want to go there too. its like..."ai ren qi da ma" tt kind of feeling...[if u understand wat i mean tt is]..haiz. haiz. haiz. choices choices choices, i hate making them. esp one tt wld affect my nxt two years of life. if i make a choice tt i end up happy with, then great. but if i dun, i'll be so depressed n sad tt i din choose the other one at that time. happened to me b4. happened lots of time. n i dun think it'll stop. haiz...HOW!!!anyways...darn it. i forgot wat i wanted to blog...hmm...staying back to study in school...kinda productive i guess...other than the time where i spent 3h on the com reading stories...hahah....the story i read had 53 chaps n i finished it all at one go...hahah...addicted to stories man...=)). stories like those are the LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!!=))someone told me once tt i had already found the love of my life...n tts BOOKS!!!hahah...i think tt tts SOOOO true...heh. going to kap to eat then study with xin tomorrow. she decided tt we have to go n eat soon cus i told her i had not eaten macs for v v v v long time. like the last time was 15/8.Os eng oral tt day. haha...i miss my double cheese burger!!!haha...saw my bai chi today, i was on my way home frm tuition la. if only i took the bus home. then i wldn't have seen my bai chi. really din expect to see him ever again. like seriously, we wun ever meet unsless we planned to go out. the only place tt we usually met last time, now he wun go there anymore. but its so weird. he saw me, i saw him. but we din say hi. felt kinda weird. like relieved cus its gonna be weird if we did speak, but kinda sad cus we had a real nice frenship last time. really wonder wat happened to it. really quite sad la. it was so fun to call him bai chi n he'll call me...erm...nvm... but o wells. wat to do. cant help it. haiz....anw...gonna go out for dinner soon!!!yay!!!haven't been out for dinner in AGES!!!man i sound so deprived...haha...i ahve a really really sad life sia...bleh.

shoutouts:
FRIGGY TWIGGY!!!!!!dun be sad if u really dun do well ok!!!just learn from the mistakes tt u make this time n work harder kae!!!i'm sure u'll do well the nxt time k!!!dun so stress!!! STUDY HARD!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!<3<3<3